Monday, February 9, 2009

craving some more instability...

well mama goose... am in trouble...
i need to leave this job soon, my study options may require me to relocate for the next 3yrs to friggn mozambique (gosh i hate their mosquitoes!!!)...
and am tired... tired of pretty much everything and almost everyone at this point...
nothing seems to matter, the why which i luv so so much, has slowly digressed to a what..
am sitted infront of this laptop screen praying to God that a pop-up linked to some deadly virus would just come out of nowhere and crash my hard disk...
i need to get out of here and do something...
shoot myself in the leg or something...
i need some time away, or some form of drug induced euphoria (i like the last bit more... OMG am beginning to sound like a user)...

as part of my respect of bob... "time will tell, if ur living in heaven or hell"

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